All kinds of colours

.This is the life.Life is filled with different colours.When the colours are bright,it bring happiness and joys to us.But it reverses,when the colours turn dim.

2010,a change of life of mine.I’m going to move from an easier stage or life to another difficult one.SPM is coming in just 9 days,it was the day,where I have work really hard,try my best and throw it out hard.For that instance,I feel the way of living,sometimes we just need to work hard/work smartly to get what we want.There’s nothing free in this world.I do not want to take SPM as a test,I take it as a challenge.I would feel better and confidence thinking this way.

Today was my last day in school.I’m surprise that I felt nothing at all.Not even happy/sad.I was just searching for ways to escape back home so that I have time to study.But in vain.In the same time it was Puan Tan’s retirement day.Frankly speaking,I’ve been studying in TA for 5 years,but I never talk to her for more than 5 sentences.This is really sad.It wasnt a good day for her to leave,but people just ignore the weather.We sent her away under the rain.The teachers made a slide show for her.It’s all about her life.She is a successful woman,that’s what I can say.She was growing up in under the abundance of love and cares from her mum,who was also a teacher.Her mum forced her to go classes with her,so she will gained something.It worked out well,she graduated in University of Malaya and got a “sijil Ijazah” for teacher’s education course.She have a peaceful family.They were all well educated and hold a high post in the University.One of her daughter was even the actreess in Crossrings.(ntv 7).

sadly to say,I miss her.This is so fake! No.. I do feel regret for not really get to know her more,maybe this was the reason..

I also found out that most of our “Ber-bakat”teacher e.g Pn Smeah,Pn Sim(oh no,the only-know-how-to-teach Physic teacher is going away),Pn Rohaini….are also moving to another school.I heard one of the students say that was because,the school system in TA aint good,their time scedule for next year was  till 5 pm.WOrst than us..I feel sympathy for the rest of the TA students.

I think I will not be posting any blog till SPM ends.

To XXX:

to what you have said that day,I take it as a challenge.You said I cant?I’m going to show you that I cant!

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                      From : ME

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